Another day

2008-03-12T13:28:00+01:00

I'm about to celebrate another birthday and have been thinking of all thats happenend to me in my life.
Nearly 50 and still have so much to learn it seems.Do we ever learn all there is to know or do we leave this world still wondering what was it all about.
I think i've tended to blame other people for all the bad things that have happenend in my life and have only just realised that i am partly to blame as well.
I've let men dominate my life to a point that i became scared to do something incase it upset them when what i should of done was lived my life doing what i wanted to do to make me happy not them.
So as from today that is what i intend to do. Hope i don't hurt anyone along the way, but surely life is what you make it and lets face it you only get one go at it.

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2008-03-11T11:30:52+01:00

Well where do i start. Another day much the same as any other, more bills just come through the letter box and more worry as to how i can pay them,the story of my life.
I've struggled for 14 years on my own bringing up 4 daughters and i've had enough no matter what i do,which way i turn nothing changes.
Stop feeling sorry for yourself i hear you say there are people alot worse off then you. This i know, but surely everyone deserves abit of luck now and again i'm still waiting for mine.
It's not all doom and gloom have met a wonderful man who i knows loves me loads but his world is so different to mine he just doesn't understand.I don't belong in his world and the pressure of trying to stay there is getting me deeper into debt so it looks like i'll have to let him go.
Men well where do i start. My choice of men to say the least is crap. I've had the most awful relationships and each time i believe that this one will be better and then i meet the man of my dreams and something comes along to spoil that.

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